My way to change the world! a pipe dream.

So this week I have had a few of my faults pointed out to me in several different ways. While most people would probably find this to be an unhappy experiece, I am so so so excited about it! These are flaws that I have been wanting to work on and have just not been sure on how to do so. After they were pointed out to me I spent hours thinking and doing research in the scriptures and my patriarchle blessing. I spent a lot of time with God too. Now a few days later I am still super excited for these changes. I am excited for a few different reasons. One because I get to create. I get to spend time thinking about the person I want to be and then create it! Plus I have the best creative partner ever!...God! He and I have been spending a lot of time together discussing what it is that we both want for me and for my life, and for the first time we are both in agreement! Last night I worked the cash register for my whole shift at work. While normally this is not one of my favorite things to do, I decided that I was going to make the most of it and use it for my benefit. Since one of the flaws pointed out to me is that I am depressed too often, and that I have too many walls up (both of which are true) I decided that I was going to be happy and open and to love each customer who came through my line and to find the good in them. I also wanted to be able to make each customer smile at least once before they left my line. While doing this experiment I realized that I was having the time of my life! Imagine, having so much fun while stuck on a cash register! Crazy! I have not had that much fun in a long time! This lead me to think about how my smiling and being super happy made the customer smile. I realized that when people are super happy it always rubs off on me and makes my day better. So this is my master plan for changing the world. I am going to use chain reactions! If I can be super happy and smiling at everyone I come in contact with,then maybe they will be happier and smile at the people they come in contact with, and maybe that will just keep going and going and going. They say that everybody is connected by six people. So maybe if I can influence the people around me, then they will influence those around them and perhaps all together we will create a world (or the world around us) that is much happier and has fewer problems!