HAPPY BUTTERFLIES

HAPPY!!!!!!!!! I'm ENGAGED!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so exciting!!! My Fiancee is the most perfect man for me imaginable!! He proposed to me on April 16, 2011. :D He pulled the ring out of a vending machine! He totally had it all set up!!! It was such a surprise!! Anyways our wedding will be in July at the Mount Timpanogos Temple!!! Its so exciting!! I can't wait to be married to him! :D :D I was just thinking today how if the events from October that were really hard for me had not happened, then I would not be where I'm at today, and I most certainly would not be engaged. At the time it was really hard and upsetting for me, and to some extent it still is, however I got everything I wanted out of it! I got to get out of College Terrace. I got away from all the people who kept trying to control my live... and my relationships. I got to do this one with my significant other, without other people telling me what to do and ordering me around. That is exactly what I had been wanting. And now we're engaged! It worked out quite well for us both. This happened right when it was needed by us both. God really does know what he is doing. The thing about the events from October and my up and leaving randomly from CT, I kept thinking the whole time that God was trying to tell me to not wait to move home in December, like I had originally been planning on, but to move home right then. There was something and some reason why God needed me out of the situations I was in right then. He was right! There were things I needed that I couldn't have where I was at. God really does guide and lead my life. Most of the time I try to think that i'm in control of myself and my life, but then God proves me wrong,and makes things so much better than I ever could. Everything has happened just beautifully. I know that Gods hand has been involved in this from the begining, and his hand has been in my life since the very begining. Anyways, just dropping a little butterfly to let y'all know that I'm very happy and very glad that my life has turned out how it has.