Thursday, February 10, 2011

Butterflies of my life

I was told to update my blog today.... Hmmm.... Still don't know what to say... Any great ideas out there? I'm sitting here at school. Not doing my homework and waiting for Bryce to finish talking to his teacher. I found out where to get the ab workouts I want, cause I had to give the one I had been using back to my old roommate when I moved out. (That really sucked!) Oh well. At least I am out of that aparmtent and away from the ct stupidity. Haliljuah! School is going fine. Its going by really fast this semester which is kinda stressfull. But its school, so its always gonna be stressfull. Work is going fine. I get to close with Lisa tonight, and thats always fun. I had a thought the other night at work about being happy. ok. now what was my thought? Oh yeah! It had something to do with how happy people are just so awesome and make life so much better for everyone and thats what I want to be in my life. I want to be the happy one who is always a bright sunshine for everyone. Yeah, I'm a work in progress. But its still progress. The thing about living at ct, I stopped progressing. I had stopped for so long, that when I started it again, people were against it. But I still made the correct decisions for myself. I just wish that more people knew the real reason why I left and not the gossip that had spread around. the thing about gossip, its like this story I once heard. I can't remember where though. It was a master and a student. The student had said some terrible things one day and wanted to make it all better. So the master gave him a bag a of goose feathers and told the student to scatter them to the four winds. The student did so, then returned to his master for more instruction. The master told him to go and pick up all the feathers that he had scattered. The student exclaimed "thats impossible!" and the master said "so it is with the damage done from gossip. You cant pick up and collect all the hurtfull things said and the damage done."
well thats quoted ver batim. but you get the idea. Anyways this is a long blog about nothing really. Its like the play "Waiting for Godot" The play is about nothing and the author has even said that when you figure out what its about, you can just get up and leave. Cause its not about anything!! Its very interesting how he does that. (its a boring play however). So this is what my mind is like when I'm bored. It flitters from one thought to the next- like a butterfly! Yup, I'm bored. It is now 2:15. Perhaps I will do my homework now. Ok. Bryce just told me to make a happy blog. Thats a good idea. Life is great. I have a great boyfriend, I have great friends, I have lots of great family. I have great classes, The sun is shining today :) that always makes me happy! Its almost spring!!! Valentines is on Monday!!! Its almost the weekend! Its almost three months!!! My birthday is comming up! I've seen lots of old friends this week! thats always so fun! Oh! I get to work with Ariel tonight!! My Sister!!!! YES!!!! Love working with Ariel!! I'm gonna hang out with my friends on pres. day! (I think). I love daisys. I have decided that for my bouquet, I am having daisys and red roses!! So pretty!! (What does that mean??) haha. I have my legs on Bryces' lap right now. Oh I had a normal size snickers bar today!! How often does that happen? It was so exciting!! I enjoyed it a lot. Oh I had a blt yesterday! It was so good!!!! I need to make one for Bryce now!! I wish I was at home more often because I want to cook more! I miss cooking! I love cooking! But I'm really only ever at home for sleep. My presentation is over!!! HOORAY!! It went good. This is a super long post and its totally random, but I guess thats what I'm like anyways. So its all good.