CrAzY yEt WoNdErFuL!

Its been a long time since I wrote here! Or maybe its just been a long time since I really wrote anything super relevant to life. That might be it. It is now a new year!! 2011 baby!!! And its starting off great!! But that might have more to do with the fact that 2010 ended great than anything to do with the past two weeks. Last semester kicked my butt!! Holy Cow! Was it ever tough!! Oh boy! Anyways all during last semester I was dating this one guy, going to school full time, working five days a week, having lame sauce fights with roommates over really inconsequencial things, dealing with people who were suppossed to be friends gossiping about me, dealing with bed bugs, stop dating that guy, dealing with an old friend comming back from a mish, and start dating my wonderful boyfriend! And trying to pass all of my classes and get enough sleep and do all of my stressfull homework. And spending lots more time talking to my friends. Oh and did i mention moving?? Yup I moved!! Right during mid-terms too! So that adds an extra level of stressfull intensity to life. (Half of my stuff is still in my car). Plus I didn't just move places. I moved cities, zip codes, I moved out of an apartment and back home- although I can't really call it home since I had never lived there before! And its a city that is COMPLETELY out of the way from everything in my whole life! Oh and I switched wards. Oh and all of this was happening in October and some in Nov. So all of this happened right at the same time! Man was it intense!!! But you know what? I love my life now!! They say that fire is a cleanser. It is a necessary force of nature that goes through and purifies. Last semester was a purifyier for me. It got a lot of unneeded crap out of my life! My life has been so much more stressfree and un-dramatic since that time!! Even though some of those changes were really really hard and trying for me, I know that my life is better because they have taken place. I love my life now!! The only thing I would change is maybe that I lived closer to my life and maybe that some lost friendships hadn't been lost. But I know that i'm a better person because of all of these changes. Last semester really became my refiners fire. For parts of it I really did feel like I was walking through fire. And sometimes I felt all alone while doing so. But I wasn't alone. I had wonderful friends who really came through for me and helped me along and showed me I wasn't alone. Plus God blessed me so much and gave me wonderful blessings for going through those trials. My life is so much better now!!! And this year is so amazing!!! Its so liberating to not have all of that unnecessary clutter that I had been dragging around for a long time!! I'm free!! I'm Free!! I"M FREE!!!!!!!!